Before I Start Off

Hey guys, 

This is Glitz and before starting up, here's a brief intro to my intentions.

Well, I'll be 17 this year, and this pro ana thing has been in my mind for the last 3 years, back when I was actually almost skinny at one time. But then, I let go of control and the two years have been spent with evening binging and morning regret.
Everyday, thinking I was gonna start the next day but then failing to live upto it.

So, now, I decided to get a firm grip on myself, and for that, I thought keeping a journal would help me stay true. 

Here's the catch. I stay with my parents and my mom happens to be more curious than that neighborhood cat. She'd read two of my diaries (because she feels mother-daughter relation must be transparent) and after that I completely stopped maintaining any.

But we all know - in this lifestyle - transparency is just not an option.

Then again, I've got school, parents, studies and so on. So here I am, with a blog I'd hardly be able to maintain! *facepalm*

Anyway, since I stay with my parents, it's going to be difficult, and also I'd have to EAT in front o' them as usual. But I'll try my best. I'd also mention that, as the title suggests, it'll be about Ana and 'Life'- and mine includes books, academics, movies, music, idleness, sarcasm, poetry and musings. So don't panic if you find occasional posts deviating from Ana.

And good luck to everyone ❤